OfficialPazora

I'll be going to see KoRn on August-30-2013!!! I can't wait! It will be my first concert, & I get to see my heroes! I call jonathan davis a hero because his song have helped me through really dark, depressing, & overall hard times. Probably even saved my life! Dreams really come true you just have to make it happen. My next dream is to actually meet jon, & the other band members.

I love how the earth takes care of us. When we are dirty it washes us with the rain... It produces air for us to breath, like we have an interconnection. The fruits it produce, feed us. when we need to rest it becomes dark so that we may rest. What a beautiful place in which we live. Though we are rough to the world, it takes care of us still. It won't give up on us... This earth does so much for us.

    We are in a vast emptiness, we are composed of energy... everything is. We learn that the way energy reacts with another causes effect. We are a spiritual energy, & must be rid of self pleasures, for it serves no eternal purpose, & it will not last. But what does last for eternity, is our selflessness, & how we can help others. As others change for the better, & everyone can become open... The world will be at peace. & this is when the end comes... it is not bad. Because nothing ever ends, it just changes. So we will become part of something new & higher than our physical/spiritual self. At this point... That is heaven. Until then, we will be re-born over & over to learn, to awaken, to be free.

I had a dream, that I was skating in the ditches with my friends... Then they all had to leave, so I stayed behind & skated a little more. Later on I went walking through parts of the neighborhood and I saw a couch outside of an one of my old homes I lived in facing the window. I looked inside, only to find objects that I own. Some objects weren't mine, So I sat down & started to fall asleep, then a woman walked out, & she asked me what I was doing. I replied saying "I'am sorry. I was walking & I needed a rest, but I was attracted to your house". She then told me "it's ok, drop by anytime." She started telling me "Do you remember yesterday? that was crazy stuff. I can't believe our state became part of Mexico for one day. Do you remember all of the helicopters?" I said "I never knew about it. But I did hear the helicopters." She offered me a cigarette, so I accepted without hesitation. I told her "thank you" I started walking off.

Later the ditches were so full I had to walk around them. There was odd fencing around the drainage ditches, it was on both sides & had a top piece. I ended up getting lost in a maze of houses. Then I woke up.

This dream is complicated to explain because there is a lot of detail & complicated emotions.

My dream took place in a mall, it was empty & dark, with very little light. Me & a group of friends were hanging out on the stairs. There was an elderly women sitting on a bench below us, about 25 feet away. The group split up to look around, they took the elevator to go look around. One of the guys stayed with me, & we were listening to music just hangin' out. Then after a while one of the girls came from the elevator she didn't have her top on... She told us "You have to see this! It's on floor zero!" She took the elevator back down quickly. I told the guy that was with me, "We should go check it out". I went down stairs & took the elevator, while he took the one next to me. As soon as the door opened the girl was sitting right beside the door on a seat carved out of the wall, with a towel covering herself.

Here is where the story gets interesting...

I walked through, & to my right were the showers, which some of my friends were using. So I walked to my left and I was a bit shocked to see before me. One of my friends was encased in a square ice like shell filled with freezing water. I punched the ice shell, and pulled her out. She was blue and purple, her veins were visible through the skin. So I yelled at my friends, & I asked them, "What the hell are you doing?! Any longer in there & she would have died! I'm an expert with cold temperatures!" I then told them to put her in the shower to warm up... There were others in these ice like shells all in the room. I broke some of them. It was weird, as I had the sense of knowing the exact time when they needed to be out.

Later in the dream, I fell under a hypnotic state of loving the cold, and having desire for it... I jumped onto an ice slab in the room to lay down. I was all alone, but to my surprise a girl joined me. We fell asleep holding each-other, & Then I awoke.


I would tell more detail about the dream, but If I were to do that, you would be reading for a very long time.

Dream journal. part -1/ april-2-2011 11:45 pm.

Me and my friends annissa & nina were in a new part of the school library. We were on the second, or the third floor. Someone was across from us doing work/reading. I then walked over to a wall, which had windows while annissa had placed her bag on the railing/ledge. I then looked out the window & was scared of the height. Then the person sitting in the chair asked me "are you afraid of heights?" & I told him, yeah... but it will go away later, because I used to jump on the ledge, and act like I was going to jump off. He said "that's interesting." After annissa said "I'm not scared", & she ran over to the ledge while nina followed. I didn't approve. Then out of no where the librarian came up the stairs so quiet, you couldn't hear her, just a voice popped out of no-where. "What are you guys doing?!" annissa was already on the ledge at this point, & acted as if she was just getting her bag. The librarian then said, "Are you guys still trying to go on the other side of the ledge?!" She made us leave & said we are kicked out of the library forever. Everything went black... I then awoke in the grass field right outside the school along with my friends... we slowly woke up individually. We all came to notice... we were wearing super hero costumes. I said in a super hero way... "that bitch must have knocked us out, & thrown us out the window!" The others agreed as they laughed. I then realized as we were walking on the sidewalk next to the field & parking lot, that when I walked patterned circles would appear on the floor in different colors. (I'm not sure if the others had powers). We went up on the hill in the grass as annissa made my mask look artistically awesome. It was just plain red. She then put an evil long grin on the mask with a sharpy, then designed a skull on my mask with white paint. Feeling like a show off, I raced down the hill through the parking lot while they followed me. It started to rain & my skin started turning multiple colors like chemicals. We stopped for a bit to discuss that these powers were awesome! We wen't running up the drainage ditches at the school heading back to the library. Everything my feet touched changed colors. As I was running along side the drainage walls in the rain, the next thing I know my friends were mad because when my feet hit the floor it splashed, so they, and their clothes kept changing colors.

End of dream journal page one.